i believe that each person will always have good intentions at heart. in everything we do, we will always, always believe it in our hearts that the results of what we're doing will be good. it's just that sometimes, the results are not what we expected. things that we didn't intend to happen, happens. we hurt people with our innocent actions. we unintentionally cause pain to other people, and more often it's people we love that we cause the most pain to.
we do things for goodwill. we wanted to reach out to others, to create bonding, to bridge gaps. but sometimes in doing so, we receive responses that we didn't expect. we break instead of bridge, we cut instead of create, people run away instead of reaching out. why does this happen? why is it at the purest intentions, bad things still happens? we can't control how others will react, we can't control things around us, we can only control ourselves. it will all boil down to how we accept things that suddenly happen.
but when it's not us that needs help, what can we do? how can we tell people we love to react a certain way? how can we help them when they don't want to be helped? when we see people we love got hurt, we get hurt too. when we see people we love react negatively, we want to help and it's frustrating when we can't. we feel helpless, we wonder how can they feel that way when we only want to give joy and love to them. i can only hope and pray that God will be with me to help me spread His love. to give me the courage to go on and never stop trying even if doing so seem useless. even if it leaves me frustrated and in pain, let God be my refuge to revive my hope, strengthen my faith, and to always believe that good things will eventually come, in His time...
